Here I go...

Inspired by just a few...curious who might be interested in my life.

I am 20'something girl with huge ambitious but still some shitty stuff to cope with. I still don't have my bachelor's degree so have to keep studying, the relationship with my parents could be better and my attitude sometimes even scares my best friends away from me...
Try to deal with life as it is, but letting go is sometimes so hard... I feel so much pressure to be best in all things in life. Keeping my house clean and cosy, make sure the fridge is filled with enough greens, look my best every day, go to the gym regularly, study and work (make enough money for my bills, tuition, books, food & fun). Sometimes it is too much to handle.
I take my 'challenges' (let's call it that, sounds positive) very serious and this means I'm going to councelling to get ride of my personal troubles.
Endgoal: Be Happy with myself.
Subgoals:
To mourn about the fact that my father is my father and that is what it is.
Work on my self-image, I look full of confidence even arogant on many occacions but deep down I'm scared that people will hurt me (like my father does and still do when he get's the change).
Don't have high expectations, don't ask too much from yourself. Be ok with a 6 or 7 out of 10. You don't always have to be an 8 or 9.
And the list goes on and on. Too much to even remember.
I'm in for almost two years now but had to take a break for almost 6 months for my study abroad. I hope to be totally done within 9 months from now cuz I need to go abroad again for six (maybe even 10) months.

What else can I tell about myself? I love animals, especially cats! I prefere not to eat meat or seafood. Call me vegeterian if you like. I'm into the environnement, don't have a car, recycle my paper, plastics and glass waste, love organic food, wash only fully filled machines of laundry, use eco friendly soap for my dishes/laundry, unfortunatelly don't have a diswasher arrghhh!!, vollunteer for multiple charities yearly and so on.

Questions?! Just let me know!! :D